one of my friends and co-workers killed himself on thursday. i never would have thought he would do it. he was always so happy. he had a great job, and amazing girlfriend, and a fantastic personality. yet he walked home from school and hung himself in his basement.\
i cried.
i felt so bad. so many people cared abot him. thought so highly of him. i hugged his gf as she kept on asking herself "why"
i still feel bad. he had achieved so much with his life. and i feel guilty. for the times i tried to killmyself. fpor the wasted talents and opportunities i have gone through....

i'll be back later. i'm crying again.

i think i missed the lj scene a little too much. it is so much more mundane; i love that. my scencere apologies.

thank you for waiting.

i have a new job. i start on friday.

...

that's all i have to say right now.

i'm sick.

s went to a psychic yesterday...

apparently he and i are going to get married...

lols.

that's what happens when i am good friends with the psychic i guess.